Insomnia

I don't sleep very well. I haven't since I was 16. It's been 11 years now and I have gotten used to it. At this point I have hit bottom so to speak. I feel like I could fall asleep at me desk. I am a zombie right now. I can not focus and I can not think. I am worthless and this is the worst time for it. I have so much going on at work right now that I can not afford to be anything but on my game.

Its a vicous cycle. I am busy at work, so I work until 7 or 7:30. I get home by 8 and I am usually starving. By the time I eat dinner its close to 9. Then I cant fall asleep. So I am up doing nothing of any importance until aftr 1. So I drag myself out of bed at 630 or 7 and go to work, where I bust my ass all day to make up for not being focused and end up staying at the office until 730 or 8. Sick huh?

But why is it so busy? Well, I was promoted in January. In the agency that I work for each team is comprised of two account people. Well, when I moved into the other account role, they didn't replace me. So I am doing two people's jobs on 4 clients. So that is why I am so busy. I keep asking when they are going to replace the other account position, but at this point they have no immediate plans to do so. They are probably going to wait until I have a nervous breakdown. But then they will be screwed. They'll have to hire two people.