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DISCLAIMER: Since most of you will have something to say regarding this particular post, I am not allowing comments. Because quite frankly, I am having a bad day, I need to vent, and I don't want to hear it.
I am NOT attractive. I know it. You know it. We all know it. That being said, I don't know why I get these crazy ideas that good looking (or even decent looking) men might be interested in my in the slightest. I am fooling myself. No one wants what I have to offer. I just need to accept it. Move on. Hell I haven't had a relationship in 9 (that's right - NINE) years. And at this point I don't think that I will have one anytime soon.
Even better - I am a 27 year old VIRGIN. And don't give me that crap about how proud I should be and how much better off I am. That is bullshit. The simple truth is that no one wants to have sex with me. I woldn't even want to have sex with me. So I certainly can't blame the rest of the world.
Lets just take a look at the flings (because that seems to be the best that I can do) that I have had since moving to Vegas five years ago. Brent - we were both trashed after the Green Day concert. Jon - we were both sloshed after Vik's wedding, not too mention the fact that had my drunk ass not called him at 3 am after he left the after-party I never would have seen him much less hooked up with him. (Don't hate me Vik - he seems like a great guy - he would have to be in order to be friends with you.) Then of course there was Rich. We spent the night at the bar and then hooked up in my car, and shock and surpise - he NEVER called me again. So what have we learned? Shannon needs to get guys drunk before they will even look at her and the random drunken hook-up is the best that I can do.
And the worst part is that I keep trying. Why? Every time I do I get disappointed and hurt. Why do I put myself through this? I must be a glutton for punishment. Oh thats right... I am.
I am NOT attractive. I know it. You know it. We all know it. That being said, I don't know why I get these crazy ideas that good looking (or even decent looking) men might be interested in my in the slightest. I am fooling myself. No one wants what I have to offer. I just need to accept it. Move on. Hell I haven't had a relationship in 9 (that's right - NINE) years. And at this point I don't think that I will have one anytime soon.
Even better - I am a 27 year old VIRGIN. And don't give me that crap about how proud I should be and how much better off I am. That is bullshit. The simple truth is that no one wants to have sex with me. I woldn't even want to have sex with me. So I certainly can't blame the rest of the world.
Lets just take a look at the flings (because that seems to be the best that I can do) that I have had since moving to Vegas five years ago. Brent - we were both trashed after the Green Day concert. Jon - we were both sloshed after Vik's wedding, not too mention the fact that had my drunk ass not called him at 3 am after he left the after-party I never would have seen him much less hooked up with him. (Don't hate me Vik - he seems like a great guy - he would have to be in order to be friends with you.) Then of course there was Rich. We spent the night at the bar and then hooked up in my car, and shock and surpise - he NEVER called me again. So what have we learned? Shannon needs to get guys drunk before they will even look at her and the random drunken hook-up is the best that I can do.
And the worst part is that I keep trying. Why? Every time I do I get disappointed and hurt. Why do I put myself through this? I must be a glutton for punishment. Oh thats right... I am.
posted by Shannon @ 9:46 PM
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