Stuck

So I can't get this guy out of my head. Most of you will think that I am nuts since I haven't seen this guy in about seven months and I certainly haven't had a full fledged conversation with him since then either. So why can't I get him out of my head?

Let me count the ways. First of all he is extremely attractive. He has beautiful eyes, a very nice body, his personality... What can I say about his personality other then he is funny, witty, sarcastic, hysterical, everything that I could ever ask for from anyone. And second, during the limited time we spent together, we just clicked very well and laughed most of the time.

I was able to spend some time alone with him. (Keep in mind that we were both very drunk). Well, I ended up having a panic attack. The alcohol definitely did not help. I was scared. Even though I initiated the entire thing, I was a little freaked out. I was in over my head ... and I lost it. Things moved really fast and I couldn't deal. So I was practically in tears, shaking and hyperventilating.

You would think that most guys would run screaming. Not this one. He did everything he could to calm me down. Brought things back to a place where I was comfortable. And I was grateful. And to top it off, after I had calmed down a little, he lightened the mood by cracking a joke (which is normally my specialty!).

Needless to say, I can't get this guy out of my head...